"I want to live and I want to leave, I wanna suck every single drop of eternity from this ending life."
"it’s just that, I created this shit of not wanting anyone around,self-proud standing bitch,that I’m ending up being coherent to it. I don’t know wheater it’s ok or not. I don’t know what I really want, but at least I’m keeping up to what I said don’t-know-when."
- 1 month ago
My attempt to start a Wordpress stuff, support (hoping you can open da stupid link I posted)
'Avete idea di quanti libri si scrivono sulle donne in un anno? Avete idea di quanti sono scritti da uomini? Sapete di essere l'animale forse più discusso dell'universo?' [ a room of one's own]
I don’t wanna be understood I don’t wanna complain because the world bla bla it’s full of injustice and incomprehension. I don’t wanna say that’s anybody else’s fault if I’m like this, but fuck I am and I can’t just help it. I’m not going to change because that would mean adequate. I get scared and I feel trapped, so my brain starts to think about all the possible exits and wonders how to get rid of the trouble. I’m not fine even when you try to hug me, all those terrible and granted pics of picture perfect couples holding with the quote “pull me close don’t ever let me go” are my greatest freaking nightmare. I would definitely write “let me go oh crap it’s too much your smothering me I can’t go on I’m sorry it’s been a pleasure”. C’mon tell me what’s wrong with me. I need to know cos I’ll be ridiculous in my 40s doing so. I don’t wanna be 40. That’s maybe why I’m scared of long term things. Because they lead to passing of time.